Ningyou (translation) - Ai Otsuka

Wanting to be a good girl
i gave up all my freedom
even i would have become a boy
if mother had wished for it

I was chubby little girl walked around
stab my feet on shards of glass
heading towards my own execution ground

I feel no pain, i feel no joy
starting from the surface of my face
my heart is slowly dying

All i wanted was friend
so i just said YES to everything
all i ever wanted was someone who treat me gently
so i moved in with a man

If i only had taken more care
then i could've become more human
instead this, emotionless doll

This pain i feel, this loneliness i feel
but no one is here to save me

I'll try my best in the city
and wish upon a star :
"i want to be a human"